Normally, my daughter says things that sound like the title of this post. It’s the duty of children everywhere to be happy enough in life to spend a large chunk of it complaining and whining.
But this isn’t about that.
I haven’t crocheted in a while. Why? Well, in the nutshell, I’ve been spending all my time working on trying to keep my daughters school from being shut down by some very near-sighted and mismanaged government entities. The details aren’t important right now. What is important is that I’m exhausted. Completely and utterly exhausted. I’m pretty sure I can blame the illness I’ve got right now, which includes full-on laryngitis, on the stress this crap is causing me to go through.
I spend my days working on this, until my kid gets home from school (the one that’s closing), at which point people contact me and I spend even more time working on this. Then, the weekend comes, and my hard-working husband is around 24/7, and he wants me to help him work on this. I want to scream and say, “Haven’t I done enough? Don’t I get a break!?”
I know I’ve done other things in the last couple of weeks. Not just working on this save-our-school project, but it doesn’t feel like it. Not at all. And it seems like everyone else is working on it, but not all day every day, because they have jobs, and children at home during the day, and other things to distract them. I’ve got none of that.
Nothing but crochet. Which is what I should be doing to relax.
But then I’d feel bad for not doing everything to save-our-school.
BTW, please help us save-our-school.